[music] - {they might be giants - spider guitar}
Love is an emotion that can fuck you up big time.
I fall in love to easily. So, Im basically over him. This is because Ive forced myself too. Were still friends, which makes me happy. I can stil have contact with him without him hating me. Right. So, its been over a week. And my eye has already seen someone, two people. For that matter. 3, actually. Wow, 3 people. I feel slighlty whore ish for saying that.
Soo. Happiness, A really good friend of mine is coming to see me! Khrystyne = SO FUCKING HAPPY. I love him, truely I do. I have for a while. He was a major part of the reason I dated AJ, except hes different than AJ, but...better? possibly. Im counting the days. Hes coming around April, no idea when, but if its around the show Ill be dragging him along. He'll love it here, he should move here. Hes troubled in Alberta, he wont be with me. If hes with me, we'll be happy together. Hes an amazing boy, inside and out. He talks to me, hes sweet to me. He knows who he is.
Sooo, recently 3 names have been appearing on my arms again. Puppy crushes, at least I hope. I dont want them to grow into anything more, Im afraid of getting my heart broken...again. So. Boy #1, If i liked him, i would get in a shitload of shit, at least I think I would. Someone would probably hate me, a few people would probably hate me...this might not be a good idea, I've know him for a while. Hes a special boy, hes short and cute. He falls in love too easily. He doesnt like me anyways. Boy #2, What too say, what to say, hes soooooooo sweet to me, Im going to cuddle with him on sunday, were full of like together. Hearts. Boy #3...I cant talk about him, hes already taken.
I think ill wait a while until I make my decision on what to do. its to soon to tell, i want to make sure i deal the right cards.
I think Ill leave right now.
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