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Wednesday, December 29, 2004
yup. another year over and done with. mixed emotions throughout the year. things accomplished. things done with. yes. an odd year. so i think i shall list everything about everything thats happened. starting with the bad shit. BAD -tradgic ending to a wonderfunk friendship.
..........apparently ive changed too much for someone. i have a totally different veiw on everything. i didnt change. i just wasnt able to let myself go. i wasnt able to tell this person everything. to be my TRUE self around her. even if i said i was. i was lying to make her feel better. -obsessive?
..........marshal. oh god. im a lame child. i couldnt get over him until towards the en of augest. yeah. im lame. someone should have killed me. -was about to move away.
..........quesnel. and the only reason was for a boy i thought i loved. but i learnt it was lust. and that i could never be. womanizing men are a no no. GOOD -new friends
..........colin. a beautiful boy. who took notice of me. who made me feel special. i hope im still special. he means so much to me. ..........jenni-lynn. someone who knows me better than i know myself. ..........puppy. a very special boy. hes fun. and i love him so. ..........kenny. a very interesting fellow. whom i love dearly. -blosseming
..........AJ. love. hes made me the happiest ive ever been. hes mine. all mine. and i hope we last for a while. hes so important to me. and i could never lose him. i wont let myself. if anaything ever happend to fuck us up i would DIE...he is my morning, my afternoon, my evening. my thoughts, my feelings, my heart. hes my everything. yes. i could probably think of more. but the effort..nah. leaving.
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