[music] - {watching the detectives - elvis costello}
a boy and a girl. a christmas date. the night was passionant. love was in the air. in the wind. whipering in my ears. a lovely feeling. it started at the mall. looked for him. couldnt find him for an hour. he cam up behind me. kissed the back of my head, in hopes it was the girl he loved. away together. they left for a boys house. christmas presents were wrapped. the time was going to fats. not enough time for their bath. sex. teasing. rape? no. wanting. needing. sex. amazing. passionant. beautiful. better than usuall. sweaty and still fresh. a shower was taken. together. clean. wash. brush. towel. dry. oh no. we were late. but the food was great. $51.11. or somewhere around that price was dinner. romeos. got picked up. now. im eating chocolates. chocolates filled with alcohal. Kaluha. Jack Daniels. SO good. its orgasming in my mouth. barely. people should be jealous! ha. jenni and her little boy torubles. an obsession is going on. its cute. its hwat i used to have for AJ. this obsession. a constant thinking aobut him. wanting him. needing him. freaking out because everything i thought about realted to him. it was cute. i didnt tell him until later. i wrote him an email. it was love. right now, i know its meant to be. but it might not. lets not think like that though. colins coming back soon. gar. we are having to hang out soon. before school re opens. i also have to hang out with puppy. 24th im going to AJs staff party. it shall be grand. i love it becasue he invites me to these things. i get treated so well. i hope we end up like Curt and Brittani. they're so good for eachother. its adorable. mmhmm. AJ. that boy. i absoulutly adore him. wow. i bet this is getting annoying. every post is about what we've done. it should be over soon-ish. then it will be back to storys about when colin and i skip. and stuff like that. well leaving to go watch a zombie filled movie. goodbye.
*love*
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